Its been long i came into this place, or in another word my blog, kinda lazy to post. Freakingly no mood, honestly, dun happened anything often, but i just want her to know, there are times where i think first, even before she ask me anything. Maybe we are different, i duno you well enough, yes im schooling, working weekdays in and out. together on sat and sun. when i off, i spent my times home, contact you, slp, com and watch tv, but when sometimes friends did call me out, i wont promise them most of the time. Talking abt my soccer, me and my friends are a team, if everyone agree to somethings, i need to also. rite??

Ask yourself, being yourself in my shoes, my life is not suffering enough? I want fun, cant find, cant get. You can study, your hope for your future is high, to me, its like no ending for you, sometimes i really do expect you to stay home.

Haix, i really tired of all this, another day.................. tired of all this, i really duno when will it happened again. We have to deal it day & nite, times and times. Am i the one who is creating all this? If yes, sorry! )': )': I feel blessed to have you, but things started off like i dun allow you de. I know myself, i wanna have time with you also, look 1 week only 7days, sch 5days. Out of the 5 days, i work 3-4days per week + weekend? Sch end late another problem, going out another problem, you know my dad dun want me go out often, i need look aft bro also..

My freedom is all gone, you are my number1 is my heart, but i really fail to give you what you want, i lost of word, should i stil want to make decisions for her?? From the past till now....

All the things we shared, have a look.... Trying to be perfect. )':
♥♥DaphneHo